11/30/2010

angels

Miss Me?  ;O*   We're Baaaa cccc kkkkk......  LOL  I'm gonna do something different, lets try this method.  LOL  Kush Rolled?  Whose Poppin those Ace Bottles?  Light the shit run this script.... 


                                Reflections


As I was driving down the none ya 505, I heard a song that made me think.  I think I heard something like your the 1 who left me and where we go now...?  I could be wrong, lol.  Any how as I got closer 2 the Hollywood Groove, I looked up and 2 my surprise I seen a shooting star.  I made my wish then kissed my lips, as I sent a peace sign 2 the sky.  As I listened 2 the radio even more, I got lost deeper down south. 

      I looked 2 my west where there laid a bag of cash.  Then heard my love from the east, asking when I was gonna come back?  Oh as I went karaoke with this bitch up north, I got deeper and couldn't stop.  Something about a bitch that lets u ride her fast n hard.  Ahhh man I couldn't help but ride with her every time.  She had something, like that bomb ass something.  U couldn't name it, but jealous her man has it.  Like what the fuck he know with a WOW- man like her... ????  LOL I started ha8'n lil dude...... 

     Does he know this bitch is 1 in a million?  Does he know this bitch was made 4 a n*gg* like us, not him?  Does he know we married her long b4 he drank his 1st bottle???  Does he know I'm in love with this bitch til the day I die, n he's not the only 1 gain'n a Down Ass Wife??????  Lil Man I don't mean 2 add salt 2 ur game, but dog this was my grl, n while u only join the list of wish 2 b grooms.  I just happen 2 hold the keys 2 ur happiness, guaranteed.  See u cute n all but she needs a man 2 grab her, n show her what no man has shown her.  Damn while u fucking shit up, Im making sure 2 lick her splits... LOL  While what u don't see n u 2 busy 2 lol drive, don't worry I'm buffing that ring just right.   

     My girl said good bye 2 me weeks ago.... funny thing she went 2 work?  I kne the boss had everything 2 do with this, so all I could do is pray she'd come home soon.   I kne she was doubting me from the shit my boys would say, n the shit she seen on stage.  Fuck I was told this wasn't going 2 be easy.  She got up n kissed me goodbye, told me she'd be back with the rest of her things.  I made it official and made her move in that weekend.  I shoulda kne 2 follow her, shoulda kne thats when the boss would kno I was comfortable.  SMH, Damn whats the price I have 2 pay 4 this mistake?  I admit I fucked up.  I lost my girl 2 some crazy shit.  Like u kno ladies when u fucking with that dude, who does coke?  It's not so hot when ur left 4 a has not.  The white girl who was never there.  The one he black mailed u 4 every single time... lol only thing is its 4 a high, not a piece of pie.  See my girl flies hi in those skies, except not on that high.  I was always scared of heights, never tasted that high.   


     I grew up with this bitch... she was always the downiest girl of the crew.  When I seen her man out with another skirt, well I had 2 tell his fine ass breezeeeeee.  She that fine, and while she that type, even if u not with, u have 2 defend.  Her new man was young and her x man was... well RESPECTED!!!!  Get it?  Even tho lil sis n him had been broken up 4 a while, u were never allowed 2 touch.  That's y when we heard about lil dude... we laughed.  We all said oh this won't last... shit 2 years went by fast.        Boss put her thru hell when he found out.  Man shorty rep'd hard, turned everything around.  She kept on her grind pay'd no1 mind.  Surpassed the latest, n became the greatest.   Funny thing lil dude was there by her side, who kne he'd stay true?


     As I got 2 the condo and put the top up, I heard my name.  I looked over and saw G33 looking back at me.  He grabbed my hand and started telling me all he missed.  I couldn't help but kiss. Got lost in the thought of us, but came 2 and thought about us.  He told me over n over of y I should feed his fever... but then I was reminded how much time u get, when ur busted with a heater.  His lips started looking like an apple, n damn I wanted 2 bite that fruit. 


        I had her... I could hear her Wet drip.  Or maybe that was cos I yearned 4 a lick, shit I'd settle 4 a look.  She left me without a trace, n damn I swear I lost my taste.  Started hearing fools talk bout things only my grl has codes 4.  Oh some how I kne they were hitting her mode.  She wasn't acting dick whipped.  She never gave me no reason 2 question her.  Then it hit me... she learned my game n left me with no shame.  She could look me sr8 in the eye, and read my lie.  She made me start questioning me.


       My grl has been gone for weeks now, I'm going crazy.  I met her thru a digital scene, had my homies introduce me 2 her on the scene.  We had drinks on the islands, had convos in Beso.  I fell 4 her way b4 I kne her, but she stop believing in the 1.  X men from her past, well they never kne how 2 treat her fine ass.  So mistakes of theres some1 had 2 pay.  As we got closer I let that nigga b the one 2 release her.  Ha Ha,  I was there caressing her.  As he was tasting her, I was soothing her.  When those ntes u was working late, don't worry I had her up way late.  Telling her sweet nothings, while having her booty hop 2 me. I used 2 send a song just 2 check in, but then she baited this hook... After that I was hooked.    

    I remember when I used 2 hear the words of love, maybe that was just my buzz.  I remember when all I heard was his tone...asking every supplier help me find that drug.  Then I look at x dude n question really girl what r u on?  As I listened 2 his words, I drifted off in my zone... but 2 him that was unknown.  I started thinking of other dude, came 2 like wtf I'm I doin with u?  I fell in his hole, read the words, like it was a script I wanted 2 rehearse.  Sr8 left behind my life... oh I wanted 2 b 4 ever on his high.  Except when I looked over is when I realized, I was on some1 else's flight. 
     The Man I wanted, was upstairs worried where I was.  As my temptation, was busy trying 2 get arouse out of me.  Damn whats a girl 2 do, is what I used 2 go thru.  Then suddenly I was awaken, y I left u in the 1st  place.  Like my man appeared 2 remind me....  All the lies u told, as he was the one that roc'd me 2 sleep at nights.  How 1st chance he got 2 go out with me, he did more then drop a line.  The proposal u never gave, well honestly thats what gave u the grave.  I almost made a mistake with a bite of fate, almost said goodbye 2 my one n only tru guy.  I looked over at my apple and understood right then and there, EVE was a fool. 
      I switched the game on him, looked him in the eye, licked my lips and started feeling his ego.  Shit that hard dick n that length is what my bitch was missing.  While no offense but he not ol' dude, he don't get in2 shit. Ya digg?  As I started nibbling on his ear lobe, grabbed him close n whispered in his ear....  "Understand unlike u, my baby is some1 I Will Not Lose."  

    I was looking at her sexy ass, as she climbed on top of me.  The way she bites her bottom lip, I miss palming her apple bottom ass... shit my man was ready 2 park the maybach, and stay the nte.  Since when did she start becoming serious with dude, in fact who was this dude?  Ya I heard the rumors, but u now how rebounds do.  Let her bounce 2 them, but Im making the 3 pointers... swish.   I 4got how fine she was the softness of her skin, her smart ass remarks.  Damn I was catching a different side.  Made me think why didn't I make her mine.  Her tongue started making me harder, shit I was STIFF.....  Then as I got relaxed, she pulled a switch and told me.... "In ur dreams, is the only place ur gonna feel me."  


     I was watching ESPN, when I went 2 the bed, just 2 smell her hair.  My grl just left, and I was clueless the reason.  Left her phone, damn if that wasn't a sign.  I kno we was going thru our moods, but shit never thought she'd follow thru.  I started reading her poems, but all I could do was cry.  Put on her fav songs, damn time seemed so long.  I did some wrong things, but I was on tour and rumors.... well thats the biz.  I didn't know my boys was looking 4 a reason 2 holla, didn't kno about the taped shows.  Shoulda kne she'd find out about all the hoes.  I was innocent, but we was arguing about some ignorant shit.  Honestly, I didn't think she was really telling me she was leaving.  Shit not while I'm on the rode.... damn shoulda just sent her out.  As I got in2 bed, the linger of her scent was slowly killing my head.

      As I opened the door and climbed out the ride, looked back and waved bye.  Got 2 the elevator and thought how was I gonna explain my behavior?  Damn hopefully the locks aint changed.  The doors went bing and my heart jumped inside of me.  I got the keys out and unlocked the lock, walked in2 a clean house.  As I looked around I just admired the sight.  I felt like I woke up from a bad dream, but yet this wasn't make - believe.  I slipped my shoes off as I walked 2 the bedroom.  Thats when I just stared at a man, who raised up n said.  Really or u just playin with my head?  I climbed on top of him and said baby I'm sorry.  I had an assignment, and while I never argue with the Boss kid.  I started kissing him and sucking on his neck, "I kno I been gone.... but u kept tru 2 ur promise."  


     All I could do was hold her I 4 ever wanted the mold of her.  "Baby, I'm sorry 2, I was actin like an ASS.  I 4got about U, not my boo, but U.  Stoped asking how ur day was, got carried away with this life.  I was the fool, just please come back 2 me and make me full.  I miss u, and ur the only 1 I want, Always N 4 ever.  Still be my wife, promise 2 share our life."


    Just looked at him as I became breathless.  I couldn't stop hugging him.  I sr8 checked ego in2  hotel Wet.  I wanted the energy from our love making 2 enter both our bodies.  Heal the wounds from our back breaking.  I yearned for him, n my body was leaking from him.  I just wanted things like they used 2 b.  As his yard went miles, my ears heard Miles.  Then my mind joined his and after that I went blind. 

     The best make up sex I ever had..... shit she was so wet I was starting 2 just slip.  It was so tight n warm, oooo I was a proud owner.  Felt places never seen, doin things never done.  I kne y she had me so undone.  Her kat was like an attack, give me the will I must sign that.  Leave my baby everything, her kat is like that ( Im not talking about just pussy either).  She so soft n moist, damn I love her the most.  Now that she's back, well fellas u can call me the new Jack.  She got her swing back, n trust me she only with me.




Alright DJ time 4 Bedz...... Sweet Dreams my Light Beam!!!!!! Mwah ATF ;O* 4 Life!!!!