3/01/2011

angels

   IF I ASKED YOU TO STAY

4-28-98


IF I TOLD YOU 2 STAY, WOULD YOU STILL GO AWAY?
IF I TOLD YOU I'M IN NEED OF UR HUG, WOULD U THINK I'M A BUG?
I'M TRYING HARD TO TURN MY LOVE THE OTHER WAY, BUT DAMN I CAN'T HELP 2 STAY!
I'M SITTING HERE PLAYING THE FOOL, BEGGING YOU 2 LET ME BE UR BOO.
DROWNING IN A POOL OF MY TEARS, TRYING TO OVER COME ALL MY FEARS.
I GUESS IT'S TIME I COME TO TRUTH WITH MY MIND, LIKE THE FACT YOU WERE NEVER GOING TO BE MINE.
YOU GOT UP AND LEFT WITHOUT REASON, U JUST DECIDED IT WAS THAT TIME OF SEASON. 
GOT THE KEY AND LOCKED THE DOOR, TOLD ME U WASN'T FUCKING WITH ME NO MORE!
I CAN HONESTLY SAY THE DAY U SAID BYE, U TOOK MY HEART WITH U.  LEFT ME ALL ALONE IN A WORLD THAT BECAME SO COLD.  
THERE'S SO MUCH I WISH I WOULDA SAID, 2 MUCH I LOCKED IN MY STUPID HEAD.
2 MANY THINGS I WISH I WOULD'VE DONE, BUT DAMN WE BLEW UP LIKE GUNS.
IS IT 2 LATE 2 PROCLAIM WHAT WE HAD, OR IS IT BEST I GO AWAY SAD?
I KNOW IT WASN'T MY FAULT AND 4 SURE IT WASN'T YOURS.... IT WAS JUST SOMETHING THAT SWAM 2 THE SHORE!!
I TRIED MY HARDEST 2 UNDERSTAND, BUT U ALWAYS WANTED TO BE THE MAN.
MADE ME FEEL LIKE YOU DIDN'T GIVE A DAMN, AND I THINK THATS WHAT GOT ME MAD.
HOW COULD U PRETEND THAT U DIDN'T GET HURT, AND JUST SHAKE ME OFF LIKE DIRT.  
GO AROUND LIKE YOU AIN'T LONELY, WISHING U COULD HOLD ME.
LEAVE ME ON BENDED KNEE ASKING PLEASE COME BACK TO ME.
OR IS MY TURN TO FEEL THE PAIN AND WATCH YOU WALK AWAY?
LET MY DAYS GO INTO RAIN, BECAUSE MY SUNSHINE WENT AWAY.