3/01/2011

angels

SOMETIMES IN LIFE THEY SAY YOU KNOW WHEN YOU'VE MET THE ONE.  TO THAT I USED TO ASK HOW DO YOU TRULY KNOW B4 ITS 2 LATE?  PEOPLE TEND TO CARE MORE ABOUT THE SEX, BUT YET THEY JUST A QUICKIE.  SHIT I MET THIS GUY, BLEW MY MIND, AFTER I WAS 2 HARD 2 FIND.  HAD ME CALLING, TEXTING, SOS'N, EMAILING, YET NOTHING. SHIT HE HAD ME ON A WORLD WIDE FLIGHT, TRYING 2 FIND THIS GUY.  NEVER BELIEVED I'D GET CAUGHT BY THIS THING THEY CALL LOVE.  LOL I WAS ALL ABOUT MY DREAMS.  MAKING MILLIONS B4 30 HAD NO TIME 4 A MAN.  FUNNY THING HE WAS LIKE THE DAMN PRESIDENT HAD PEOPLE ON EVERY SCENE.  NEVER KNEW HIS LOVE WAS IN ME, NEVER KNEW HE BELIEVED IN ME.  BOSS TOLD ME I WASN'T ALLOWED 2 GIVE HIM ME, SO MY DUTY I FACED FAITHFULLY. FINALLY MY UNDER COVER LOVER'S MADE ME SEE ALL I WAS MISSING.  THEY SAID ALL THE HAPPINESS I WAS BRINGING 2 OTHERS, WELL I DESERVED IT WAY MORE THEN ANYBODY.  IT HIT ME LIKE A BULLET,  BUT BY THEN I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO FIND MY LOVE.  FUNNY THING WE WAS LOOKING FOR EACH OTHER, IN DIFFERENT STATES.  BOSS SEEN WHAT WE WAS DOIN TO EACH OTHER AND WHO WAS CAUSING IT.  SENT THE CREW AND HACKED THEIR ASS.  I GUESS THIS IS WHERE MY STORY BEGINS...

 I GOT A MY DREAM JOB OFFERED TO ME, DUDE I WAS WITH NEVER SEEMED INTO ME.  MY MOM LOST HER HOUSE AND I WAS SLEEPING ON COUCH AFTER COUCH.  WAS TIRED OF BEING A BURDEN AND HELPING EVERY1 ACHIEVE THEIR DREAMS.  TIRED OF SEEING THE PAIN IN MY MOMS EYES, TIRED OF SEEING HER CRY.  SHE HAD HER 1ST GRAND BABY, YET MY BROTHER'S GIRLFRIEND WASN'T BEING COOL.  SHE WAS LETTING PEOPLE WHO SMOKED WEED, AND TALKED SHIT ABOUT HOW THEY HATED HER BABYSIT HER.  YET ALL THE STUFF MY MOM AND GRANDMA WANTED TO DO 4 THERE 4TH GENERATION... WELL THE GIRLFRIEND WASN'T BEING A GOOD MOTHER.  YET SAYING OH I JUST WANT TO PROTECT HER AND PUT A BUBBLE AROUND HER.  YET KEPT HER FROM ALL GOOD, AND CLEAN AURAS.  I SEEN HER TRUE COLORS WHEN I STAYED A MONTH WITH THEM.  THAT WAS THE END OF ME GIVING HER THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT.  YET NO1 LISTENED 2 ME, NOPE MOM KEPT GIVING TO HER.  SHE AIN'T WORTHY OF MY BROTHER OR THE DAUGHTER SHE HAS.  I'M JUST SPEAKING TRUTH, HER SELFISH WAYS AND NON SENSE... YEA NEEDS TO GO AWAY.  SHE HAD THE NERVE TO SAY SUM SHIT ABOUT ME, BUT SHE AIN'T GOT SHIT ON ME. AND WHEN U LOSE RESPECT FROM ME, WELL VERY LITTLE OF ME WILL U SEE.  SHE HAD A WAY OF TEARING MY FAMILY APART, AND TRYING TO MAKE MY BROTHER CHOOSE SIDES.  UMMM MY FAULT THATS HIS MOTHER AND SHE'S ALIVE.  HIS DAD'S GIRLFRIEND TRYING TO BE MY BROTHER'S MOTHER... THIS SHIT WAS CRAZY.  HAD TO GIVE UP MY DREAM JOB 2 KEEP MY MOM SAIN. HAD 2 DO SUM SERIOUS TIME 2 SEE WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON.  WAS LIKE PEOPLE WAS PUTTING BLACK MAGIC ON HER.  I HAD TO DO SOMETHING.  MY LOVE HEARD ALL KINDS OF RUMORS ABOUT ME.  LOL MAN THE SHIT I WAS HEARING MYSELF, THAT WAS AMAZING.  BOSS CALLED ME AND SAID WORK FROM HOME, DON'T WORRY.  LITTLE DID I KNOW SOME1 TAPPED IN 2 ALL MY SHIT, WAS DRAINING MY ACCOUNT AND SR8 STEALING MY MONEY.  WELL MY LOVE AND BOSS WAS LIKE OOO NOOOO SO THEY HAD THERE GOONS WATCHING AND CATCHING EM LEFT AND RIGHT.  AS I GOT HATED MORE FROM BITCHES, THE GAME GOT MORE SERIOUS.  I GOT IN A LIL 2 DEEP, BUT THE BOSS KNEW THE TRUTH OF ME.  KEPT HOLD OVER ME, MADE SURE NO1 WAS TO TOUCH ME.  DAMN HOW MANY TIMES DID PEOPLE TRY 2 KILL MY NAME, HOW MANY TIMES DID THEY TAKE ME FOR SUM CHANGE?  SMH YEA FAME IS A BITCH AND INVOLVES TO MANY SNITCHES.  HATERS COME OUT ON ALL ENDS, MAKE ME SAID BYE BYE SO MANY TIMES.  I'M OVER HERE WORKING 2 GET MY MOM OUT HER NIGHTMARE. THEY BUSY HACKING CODES STEALING MONEY FROM ME.  TELLING MY MAN I WAS HAVING BABIES AND MARRIED... LOL SHIT SOME1 SHOW ME THAT PLEASE.  AS TIME WENT BY I WAS LOSING MY MIND. THIS SHIT WAS 4 THE BIRDS, AND I FLY LIGHT SPEED SO UNDERSTAND THE IGNORANCE I WAS SEEING.  BUNCH OF BITCHES WHO WAS JEALOUS.  DAMN ENVY REALLY IS GREEN...LOL ANYHOW.  MY CREW WAS SUPPORTING ME, HELPING ME PAY FOR BILLS AND FOOD.  U KNOW ALL THAT THEY COULD DO.  HOOKING ME UP WITH JOBS SO I COULD LIVE 2 GET BY.  I WAS FAITHFULLY DOIN MY TIME TIL MY MAN WAS DONE SERVING HIS.  SO MUCH DRAMA THESE BITCHES WAS DRIVING BOTH US CRAZY.  INTERFERED WITH MY WEDDING DATE AS SO THEY THOUGHT.  LITTLE DID THEY KNOW SECRETS BETWEEN US.  LITTLE DID THEY KNOW THE CODES AND WORDS SAID BETWEEN US. ANYWAYS TIME WAS RUNNING OUT FOR HATERS, I STILL GOT MY RING AND THE LAST NAME SORRY GOT TIRED OF THIS STORY SO JUST KNOW I MADE THE CHOICE 2 NOT GIVE UP ON LOVE.  I LOVE MY LIBRA MAN AND MY LIBRA MOM, SO 2 THEM ON MY WEDDING I TOAST.  "WE MADE IT!!!"