3/05/2011

angels

SO I WENT AND SEEN MARS NEEDS MOMS IN 3D... LET ME JUST SAY GREAT STORY.  IT'S CUTE, MADE ME REALLY THINK OF THE THINGS WE SAY TO OTHER PEOPLE.  WITHOUT THOUGHT WE SAY HURTFUL THINGS.  SOMETIMES OUR EMOTIONS GET THE BEST OF US.  WE SAY HURTFUL THINGS OUT OF EMOTIONS. YET OUR EMOTIONS ARE WHAT MAKE US HUMAN.  I CRIED AS I THOUGHT OF THE STUPID THINGS I'VE SAID OR DONE.  SOMETIMES I GO OFF AND JUST SPEAK MY MIND.  LOL YEA IS IT GOOD? NOT ALWAYS.  HAS IT GOTTEN ME IN TROUBLE... YES.  HAVE I LOST OUT ON PROMOTIONS, OR RELATIONSHIPS... YES. BUT THEN A LOT OF US HOLD ON TO PRIDE AND ANGER.  THAT'S NOT ME I RELEASE MY EMOTIONS AND SUFFER THE EFFECT AFTER... LOL I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE.  SEEING THIS MOVIE MADE ME REALIZE, THE STUFF I'VE BEEN THRU THIS YEAR.  MY MOM HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY ONLY PARENT.  MAN I'VE SEEN HER IN WAYS THAT I'VE NEVER SEEN.  SHE'S FINALLY AT HER BREAKING POINT.  SHE'S IN A DEAD END ROAD.  ALL HER OPTIONS AND BLESSINGS HAVE VANISHED.  I LOVE MY MOM AND NOT A THING IN THIS WORLD I WOULDN'T DO.  WITHOUT MY MOM WELL I WOULDN'T BE WHO I AM.  AND I'M A VERY LOVING, WARM, BLUNT, OPEN, INDEPENDENT, RESPECTFUL, GROWN AND VERY SEXY WOMAN.  LOL NOW IF THAT'S ALL IN ME, WHAT'S THAT SAY ABOUT MY MAMA.  BECAUSE SHE IS THE 1 I GOT IT FROM.  LOL MY MOM HAS BEEN AGAINST ODD AFTER ODD, YET SHE STILL GETS UP IN THE MORNING.  SHE DON'T DO DRUGS OR DRINK.  AND STILL DOES FOR HER KIDS.  I LOVE MY MOMMY, BUT TO SEE HER CRY AND GET TREATED LIKE SHE'S DEAD OR EVIL.... WTF?  HOLD UP.  U SHOW ME ANOTHER WOMEN WHO RAISED 2 GREAT KIDS, THAT NOT ONLY GOT THERE HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA, BUT GRADUATED COLLEGE. PLUS WAITED TILL AFTER COLLEGE TO HAVE KIDS? OWNED HER OWN HOUSE, CARS, RAISED NON DESERVING DUDES WHO CHEATED, LIED AND WAS NO GOOD 4 HER.... BUT STILL TROOPED ON AND LIVED.  STILL GAVE HER KIDS A ROOF AND FOOD.  STILL MADE US WHO WE ARE.  STILL GIVES AND GIVES, YET GETS NOTHING BUT DIRT IN HER FACE.  HAS A GRAND DAUGHTER AND THE GIRLFRIEND WON'T EVEN LET HER SEE HER.  LET'S A NON BLOOD "GRAMMA", WHO SMOKES POT WHILE BABYSITTING, AND TALKS SHIT ABOUT HOW SHE CAN'T STAND HER.  WOW NOW WHAT'S THAT SAY ABOUT MY NIECE'S MOM? HUMMMMM.  I GUESS 2DAY AS I WRITE THIS, I REMEMBER HOW MY MOM USED 2 WORK 2 DIFFERENT JOBS.  OVER 70 HOURS A WEEK.  JUST SO MY BROTHER AND I HAD A ROOF AND FOOD.  NEVER USED THE SYSTEM BECAUSE SHE MADE TO MUCH.  WTF?  AND DID IT ALL WITHOUT A DUDE.  U ALL DO NOT HEAR ME.  PLUS STILL HAD TIME TO GIVE US HER LOVE AND SUPPORT.  YET OWNING THE AMERICAN DREAM, GOT HER HOMELESS, JOBLESS, AND LIVING IN A WORLD SHE KNEW NOTHING ABOUT.  WOW HOW THE "MANS" GREED CAN CHANGE SOME1S LIFE IN AN INSTANT. MY MOM NEVER EVER FULLY DEPENDED ON ANY1 LET ALONE A DUDE.  YET THE SYSTEM HAS HER LIVING A NIGHTMARE. NOW A DAYS THEY CHECKING UR CREDIT FOR A JOB... UMMM EXCUSE ME WHEN DID CREDIT HAVE ANYTHING 2 DO WITH JOB DUTIES?  OKAY WELL IF UR 1 WHO GOT FORECLOSED ON, THE SYSTEM HAS U.  YET RECENT GRADS HAVE HELL 2 BECAUSE STUDENT LOANS... UMM AIN'T THAT WHY WE WENT TO SCHOOL.  GUESS MY DEGREE AND MY BROTHERS WAS A WASTE OF TIME.  WE HAVE DEGREE'S AND NOT WORKING IN OUR INDUSTRY.  SO I MADE MY OWN WAY... YET LET ME BE HONEST IT AIN'T PAYING NOTHING. I SEEN MY MOM WORK AND WORK, AND 4 WHAT SHE HAS LOST EVERYTHING, ALONG WITH A LOT OF AMERICANS.  WOW WHAT'S THAT SAY ABOUT THE AMERICAN DREAM???????  I'VE SEEN MY MOM DEAD LONG ENUFF, AND THIS IS FOR SOME1, ANY1, TO READ AND UNDERSTAND... MY MOM IS MY MOM AND NO MATTER WHAT, I LOVE HER.  I'VE GONE THRU HER HELL AND REALLY JUST WANT TO SEE HER HAPPY AND SMILE.  I WANT MY MOM 2 LIVE HER LIFE, NOT SOME1 ELSE'S HELL.  I DO THIS FOR MY MOMMY, HOPEFULLY SHE CAN GET AN INCOME AND HER OWN PLACE.... SHE NEEDS A HOME AGAIN.  FILLED WITH LOVE AND HER ENERGY.  NOT SOME DUDE, WHO CAN'T EVEN TALK TO HER WITHOUT A CUSS WORD.  I GUESS I'M JUST ASKING GOD TO HELP MY MOM OUT, PLEASE.  SHE DESERVES BETTER AND IT'S TAKING A TOLL ON MY FAMILY.  PLUS ME... SO HERE GOD PLEASE HELP HER, IT'S TIME 4 CHANGE.  I'M TIRED OF SEEING HER TEARS, AND PAIN CAUSED BY NON DESERVING AND JEALOUS PEOPLE.  MY MOM WORKED HARD FOR EVERYTHING, SHE IS A REAL WOMAN.  REMEMBER EARTH IS LUCKY 2 HAVE MOMS IF MARS NEEDS THEM.