3/01/2011

angels

6-09-09

FOLLOW ME REAL QUICK, IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T LIKE YOU, BECAUSE I DO.  IT'S NOT THAT I'M TRYING TO STRESS YOU BECAUSE THAT'S THE LAST THING I'D WANT FROM YOU.  IT'S THE FACT THAT I'M TIRED OF BEING ALONE .... I'M TIRED OF FALLING ASLEEP ALONE AND CUMMING ALONE.  TIRED OF HAVING MY TOYS HANDLE UR BIZ.  MY BODY DESERVES 2 TOUCH AND BE TOUCHED. I'M NOT GONNA SAY SORRY BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT I WANT.  DON'T HAVE THE TIME NOR ENERGY FOR THE BACK AND FORTH DANCE.  IT'S NOT THAT IT'S DO OR DIE, IT'S JUST WHY WASTE EACH OTHERS TIME?  OBVIOUSLY QT IS MY LOVE LANGUAGE AND RATHER THEN ONLY GETTING 8 HOURS A MONTH... WELL U COULD CONTINUE 2 DO U, WITHOUT THE STRESS OF ME.  IT'S NOTHING BAD IT'S JUST WE CAME TO A FORK IN THE ROAD AND MAYBE IT'S TIME 2 GO A DIFFERENT DIRECTION.  I USED 2 RUN 2 U 2 GET AWAY FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD.  BUT NOW SEEMS LIKE THE BULLSHIT FOLLOWED US INTO OUR WORLD. NOW I'M WALKING AWAY, BECAUSE OF SOME BULLSHIT.  I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S RIGHT OR WRONG BUT I DON'T WANT US TO BRING THE WORST OUT OF EACH OTHER. SO I'D RATHER JUST CALL IT GOOD, AND MOVE ON 2 SOME1 WHO IS LOOKING 4 THEIR ANGEL.  I MEAN HOW COULD I MOVE ON WITHOUT FINDING OUT HOW U TRULY FEEL?