I KEPT TELLING HER CHANGE WAS GONNA COME. ON THE PHONE SAYING DARLING YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU, WELL KNOWING SHE WAS MY FOOL IN LOVE. ALL KINDS OF PEOPLE ASK ME HOW I FEEL. I FRONTED OVER AND OVER, WHILE KEEPING HER HEAD AND EMOTIONS IN A BALL OF CONFUSION. I ALWAYS HAD THE UPPER HAND, SHIT I AM A LIBRA MAN. WE ARE MADE OF METAL, SHE JUST SAID I WAS 2 COLD. WE HAVE SCALES THAT NEED BALANCING. HONESTLY NO1 BUT HER HAS EVER MADE ME SEE THAT. I WAS THE BEST AT BEING A TYPICAL MALE. YET HER LOVE HAD ME AN UNDERCOVER AGENT FOR THE BLUES. WHILE SHE WAS BUSY SHAKING HER TAIL FEATHER, I WAS TEARING US APART. SHE JUST LOVED TO SMILE, AND KNEW HOW TO STROKE ALL EGO'S. SHE WOULD SAY SHOW ME SOME RESPECT AND ROCK ME BABY. I WOULD JUST HANG WITH MY LAME ASS BOYS, AND STAY OUT ALL NIGHT. EVERYTHING I DID TO GET HER JEALOUS, WELL NEVER SEEMED 2 WORK. SHE JUST PACK UP HER SHIT AND SAY SHE'S OFF 2 WORK. SHE HAD FAITH AND WOULD SAY I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT, SO ILL SAY GOODBYE. WHATS LOVE GOT TO DO WITH ANYTHING, I'D RATHER WAIT TIL THE RIGHT GUY COMES ALONG. YOU GIVE ME EMOTIONS LIKE THEY FALLING LIKE RAIN. DO WHAT YOU DO, I'M GONNA GO HIT DISCO INFERNO. SHIT I'D RATHER BE DANCING IN MY DREAMS, THEN GO THREW UR NUTBUSH CITY LIMITS. THEN LIKE THAT SHE WALKED OUT MY LIFE. SHE TOOK AWAY MY PRIVATE DANCER, AND MY UNFINISHED SYMPATHY HAD ME GOING CRAZY. ON SILENT WINGS I WOULD PRAY FOR HER LOVE THING TO COME BACK TO ME. OUR BEACH HOUSE IN CALI, HAD 2 MANY MEMORIES. SHE COMPLAINED THERE'S NOT ENOUGH ROMANCE 2 BE MISSING YOU. IT TAKES TWO, SO WHERE ARE YOU? SHE WAS RIGHT, I WAS WRONG. MAN SHE MADE ME LOOK ME IN MY HEART, AND SEE HOW SELFISH I WAS. I COULDN'T EVEN STAND THE RAIN OF THE PAIN I'VE DONE. SHE MOVED ON LIKE NO BIG DEAL, LEFT ME LIKE I WAS A ZERO. ALL THE SHIT I DID, JUST TO TRY AND MOVE ON.... NEVER WORKED. I SEEN HER ONE NIGHT OUT WITH 1 OF MY BOYS. THAT SHIT HURT THE DEEPEST, HAD ME GOING CRAZY. SHE JUST SMILED AND WAVED. UHHH SHE WAS THE BEST THIEF OF HEARTS. HAD ME GOING THREW COLORS LIKE A JELLY BEAN. FINALLY I BECAME A MAN AND CALLED HER OVER. YO, HONESTLY I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU, I ADMIT I NEED YOUR HELP. TELL ME WHAT TO DO TO MAKE YOU COME BACK HOME. FUCK IT I BREAK EVERY RULE, IF YOU LEAVE WITH ME TONIGHT. WHO I WAS IM NOT, DEATH 2 THE OLD ME. I'VE GONE A YEAR WITHOUT UR LOVE AND IT FEELS LIKE A LIFE TIME. I LOOKED AT HIM AND GAVE HIM THE LOOK, I ALREADY KNEW WHAT HE WAS ASSUMING. SO I SAID IM GONNA MAKE THIS SIMPLE. SHOW ME! YES I MISS THE BEACH HOUSE, AND YES I MISS MY CALI LOVE. BUT I DON'T THINK YOU EVER CHERISHED, MY LOVE. NEVER SPOKE MY LOVE LANGUAGE, JUST GAVE ME THE COLD SHOULDER AND PUT YOUR BOYS AHEAD OF ME. YOU WANT FORGIVENESS, WELL START SHOWING ME UR A DIFFERENT MAN. U WANT ME TO COME BACK HOME, WELL WHATS IN IT FOR ME? IVE BEEN LIVING MY DREAM AND S.C. GOTS ME WORLD WIDE. NO MORE STAYING INSIDE. YOU SHOW THE WORLD WHO HAS UR HEART, BOY I ALREADY SAID ALL THIS 2 MANY TIMES BEFORE. WE HAVE DIFFERENT LINGO, AND U ALWAYS ASSUME. YOU NEED TO START ASKING. WHAT YOU THINK YOU KNOW, WELL THERES MORE 2 WHAT YOU DON'T SEE. BOTTOM LINE HOW BAD DO YOU REALLY WANT ME? I HAD TO LIGHT UP AND GRAB MY LIL MAMI, GRABBED HER HAND AND ESCORTED HER TO THE CAR. BACK SEAT OF OUR JEEP, WE WAS MAKING STEAMY WINDOWS. SHIT MY LIL MAMI WAS GETTING EVERY INCH OF ME. I WAS TIRED OF THE NON SENSE WE WAS GOING THREW. ALL BECAUSE OF MY PRIDE. SHIT FUCK THAT HER SEX WAS LIKE A FUCKING DRUG. I WAS WILLING TO SAY SORRY, BUY HER A RING AND BRING HER BACK HOME. SHE BELONGED IN THE BEACH HOUSE, AND SEX ON THE BEACH WAS ALL I WANTED TO DRINK. I MEAN YEA THE EPISODE IN THE JEEP ONLY LASTED 6 MINUTES, BUT THATS WHEN I STARTED IT AND TOOK HER HOME. I WALKED AROUND OPENED THE DOOR, PICKED HER UP AND CARRIED HER IN. WE WENT TO THE TOP PATIO AND HAD MAKE UP SEX ALL NIGHT. NEVER DID I FEEL SO MUCH PLEASURE FROM HEARING HER VOICE AGAIN. SHIT IT WAS MAKING ME CUM JUST TO HEAR HER SCREAM, AND CLAW ME. HER BITES AIN'T NEVER FELT SO RIGHT, AND HER RIVER RUNS DEEP. OFFICIALLY SHE BODIED ME, AND I COULDN'T SAY NOTHING. SHE JUST KEPT FUCKING ME, THEN FINALLY SHE CAME. TOLD ME "YOU EVER TRY THIS STUPID SHIT AGAIN, YOU WILL NEVER FEEL ME AGAIN."