I SHOWED UP AT HER MOMS HOUSE, SENT HER A TEXT. "ITS TIME TO COME HOME." SHE CAME OUTSIDE SWEATS, HAIR IN A TIE, AND NO MAKE UP ON. I HOPPED OUT THE TRUCK AS SHE MADE HER WAY TOWARDS ME. SHE GAVE ME THE LOOK THAT KILLED, DIDN'T EVEN HUG ME. I OPENED THE DOOR AS SHE BOUNCED IN. I GOT IN LOOKING AT HER "WHILE WHERE'S UR BAGS?" SHE JUST LOOKED AT ME. "I'M HUNGRY, LET'S GO GRAB A BITE TO EAT." OH SHIT I ALREADY KNEW WHAT THAT MEANT. WE GOT TO APPLEBEE'S, AND SHE SAT NEXT TO ME. AS WE ORDERED OUR FOOD, SHE TURNED TOWARDS ME. "THIS SHIT HAS GOT TO CHANGE!!! I'M DONE, PERIOD.COM. I COME BACK THIS WILL BE THE LAST FUCKEN TIME!!!! NEXT TIME I'LL WATCH U PULL THE TRIGGER." O THAT LOOK IN HER EYE, I KNEW SHE WAS IN PAIN. I GRABBED HER AND KISSED HER. "BABY, I'VE CHANGED!!!! I'M NOT GONNA SIT HERE AND TELL YOU, AFTER THIS WE GO GET UR BAGS AND U COME BACK HOME." SHE LOOKED AT ME WITH THAT LOOK. "I SWEAR DWAYNE I LEAVE AGAIN, I'M GONE FOR GOOD. THIS IS UR VERY LAST TIME." SOME HOW I KNEW THIS WAS NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH. SHE JUST HELD HER STARE, AND MADE SURE I FELT THE LOOK. OUR FOOD CAME WE ATE THEN WE WENT BACK AND GOT HER THINGS. THIS WAS THE MOST STUPIDEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE, WAS LIKE I WOKE FROM A BAD DREAM. AS WE LOADED HER UP AND GOT BACK IN THE TRUCK, I JUST HELD HER HAND. COULDN'T EVEN PLAY MUSIC BECAUSE NO WORDS COULD SAY WHAT I FELT. I GOT THE FEELING SHE DIDN'T WANT TO HEAR MUCH. SHE JUST SAT THERE WITH A BLANK STARE. WE GOT BACK TO THE HOUSE, AS WE CARRIED HER THINGS IN. SHE HAD A SURPRISED LOOK ON HER FACE, "U STILL HAVE MY STUFF IN THE SAME PLACE." "I PRAYED YOUR LOVE WOULD SAVE US AND U WOULD COME BACK TO ME." YOU COULD SEE THE LOOK IN HER EYE THAT SHE WAS HOME. SHE WENT TO THE BED ROOM, KICKED OFF HER SHOES AND GOT IN THE BED. "YOU GONNA JOIN ME?" I GOT IN WITH NO HESITATION, TURNED ON THE TV AND WATCHED MOVIES. SHE JUST SNUGGLED IN MY ARMS AND LAID THERE. DAMN HER SMELL AND HER HAIR, I WAS BACK IN HEAVEN. I COULDN'T STOP KISSING HER, SHE KEPT GIGGLING BUT NEVER PULLING AWAY. AS SHE FELL ASLEEP IN MY ARMS, I JUST KEPT HER CLOSE. SHE WAS A WAKING DREAM AND SHE WAS INSIDE MY ARMS, FINALLY BACK WITH ME. I HAD TO THANK GOD FOR THAT, THEN HIT MY BFF'S AND SAY THANK YOU. MAN I AIN'T GONNA LIE, I WAS SCARED TO GO TO SLEEP. BUT SHE OPENED HER EYES AND SAID "BABY, UR CREEPING ME OUT, NOW COME SLEEP WITH ME." "PROMISE U'LL STILL BE HERE WHEN I WAKE?" "BABY I'M HOME NOW, UR NOT DREAMING NO MORE, THIS IS US!" THEN SHE JUST SNUGGLED CLOSER, SAID A PRAYER AND KISSED ME GOODNIGHT AND FELL ASLEEP. IN THE MORNING HAD TO GIVE HER A STIFF SURPRISE, SHE SMILED AND LET ME HAVE IT IN THE WORST WAY. I MEAN YEA IT WAS ONLY 8 MINUTES, BUT SHE JUST GIGGLED. AS SHE GOT UP AND CLEANED UP. SHE WENT TO THE KITCHEN AND MADE SUM BREAKFAST. PANCAKES WITH EGGS AND BACON, DAMN I WAS GLAD TO HAVE MY MAMI BACK. THANK YOU GOD AND TO ALL THE MUSIC THAT SINGS TO US. GOD BLESS.