1/25/2011

angels

AS WE SIT IN THE CLUB VIBING WITH OUR MEMORIES, PLEASE LET ME DEDICATE THIS 2 MRS. A BEAUTIFUL KEY.  HAPPY BDAY, I TRULY HOPE UR JOURNEY THRU LOVE, LIFE AND PAIN HAS MADE U SEE WHAT A BEAUTIFUL PERSON U R.  MAY YOU HAVE EVERYTHING U EVER DESIRE 4 LIFE.  MAY UR HEART B FILLED WITH THE LOVE THAT U'VE GIVEN THIS WORLD.  MOST OF ALL MAY U LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND KNOW, GOD MADE U SPECIAL 4 HE SENT U ANGELS!!!!!  LOVE U ALICIA FROM ME 2 U.


                                          FEELING U, FEELING ME

I COULD REMEMBER MANY TIMES FALLIN IN THE STREETS OF NEW YORK.  THE KARMA OF SECRETS, IN MY SAMSONITE MAN... SMDH HAD ME QUESTIONING A WOMEN'S WORTH.  NOBODY NOT REALLY NOBODY WAS HEARING ME, I THINK ALL THEY HEARD WAS DAH DEE DAH.  I KEPT TELLING HIM IF I AIN'T GOT YOU, WHAT KINDA SUPERWOMEN COULD I BE?  THE SAME SONG KEPT PLAYING ON REPEAT SOMEDAY WE WILL BE, FREE.  AFTER I TOLD HIM IF I WAS UR WOMEN I'D CARE A LITTLE MORE.  NAW AFTER 3 YEARS I WALKED OUT THE DOOR. TEARS N SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, MAN I WAS GOING DOWN.  I'D POUR MYSELF NON STOP IN2 WORK N SCHOOL.  NEVER NO THOUGHT 2 SLOW DOWN, SHIT I WAS UNBREAKABLE.  AS MY HEARTBURN I POURED MY SOUL IN2 MY DIARY.  ONE DAY I WAS GOING 2 FIND MY SUPERMAN, 2 WAKE UP MY SOUL.  PEOPLE TOLD ME IF YOU REALLY LOVE SOME1, IT'LL B SO SIMPLE.  BUT YET ME LOVING HIM, THAT WASN'T ENOUGH OR WORTH WHILE?  SO THAT'S WHEN I MADE IT SIMPLE, DO ME.  LOVE, LIVE AND LAUGH 4 ME.  THE GAMES OF MERRY GO ROUND, I DECEASED.  HOW IS IT MY LOSS IF HE'S THE 1 WHO CHEATS?  HOW WAS I MISSING OUT, ON WHAT HE WAS SPREADING ALL OVER TOWN?  REALLY Y AM I THE 1, WHO LOOKS LIKE A CLOWN?  KINDA FUNNY HE DIDN'T WANT ME WHEN I LEFT.  COULDN'T STAND ME WHEN I CRIED.  O AND AS I GOT MY DEGREE 4 MY ELEMENT OF FREEDOM, STILL NO SIGN OF HIM.  AS I WOULD PRAY 4 FORGIVENESS 2 HEAVEN'S DOOR.  MY STOLEN MOMENTS CAME BLESSING UPON ME.  A REAR VIEW MIRROR OF A LOVER MAN, CAME LOOKING BACK AT ME.  IT FELT AS THO WE WERE WILD HORSES AND I WAS WELCOME IN HIS JAMROCK.  HE DID A 180 HAD ME IN AN EMPIRE STATE OF MIND.  NO ONE MADE ME FEEL THIS HOOK, HIS BEATZ MADE ME SWISS.  CAN'T HELP IT, I KNEW I WAS READY.  I WAS NOT ELIGIBLE NOR WAS I UNDERSTANDING.  ALL I KNEW WAS HERE I GO AGAIN AND I HOPE WE READY.  2 MY SURPRISE HE SHOWERED ME, WITH MORE THEN GOODBYES.  HE WOULD SAY BABY SOME PEOPLE WANT IT ALL, BUT I'M NOTHING IF UR LOVE WAS 2 JUST GO AWAY.  THE BUTTERFLYZ HAD ME FLYING AND MY HEART WAS SINGING.  I WAS SPEECHLESS, SO I LET HIM HOLD ME BY THE HAND AS WE WENT THRU IT.  HE SHOWED THE WORLD WITH A RING, THIS IS MY BOO.  NEVER NO MORE DID I QUESTION ANY HOO.  AS WE DRANK THE PINK TEA, HE TOLD ME ON REPEAT I'M ONLY LOVING YOU.  IF THIS WORLD WERE MINE I'D MAKE EVERY1 FEEL LOVE 2.  I BECAME HIS LITTLE DRUMMER GIRL, BEATING 2 HIS SONGZ.  TOLD HIM I GOT A LITTLE SOMETHING FOR YOU, GOD SENT US AN ANGEL.  U N I HAVE DONE THE UN THINKABLE.  WITH OPEN ARMS HE SAID DAMN BABY LOVING YOU IS EASY.  I'M GLAD I LEARNED MY LESSON.  

HAPPY 30 A BEAUTIFUL KEY, MAY U HAVE THE BEST AND CONTINUE 2 BE BLESSED!!!!  MWAH N HUGS!!!!

                                           SINCERELY LOVE,
                                                    ANGEL