11/07/2010

angels

Damn Fabo u called it part 3!!!!!!!!! 

Left my man again, seems summer wasn't our season.  He didn't care, shit didn't even bother 2 look much.  As I was hittin the clubs wearing that Fuck Him dress, ran in2 1 of his friends.  Damn the vibe he was sending had a bitch sr8 txt'n.  He said things I needed 2 hear, made me feel things that was Real.  It was like if 1 nte I went and did what felt right, instead of doin right, where would it lead me?  I had 2 tell the liq it was my jinn, and my man meant more 2 me.  But as he gave me more drinks and started feeling on my thighs, well damn was I really that wrong?  Did shit 4 my man I would never understand.  Waited on his word, now it's winter and this bird still aint flown.  Told people damn some how when he said prove people wrong, never thought he'd leave my side.  I've gone threw far more than 1 can handle, now when is he gonna hold my hand yo?  Been far 2 long since a touch, kiss, even a look... I won't lie this person has me hooked.  I started listen'n 2 his friend as his aura, took over.  Shit was it the liq or the weed, playin with my system?  I let him go up my skirt, he started makin my body jerk.  I drank some more... he intrigued me deeper.  Man I started thinkin what if I became a creeper?  Shit I've been gone 4 2 weeks, still ain't sent those tints yet.  I came 2 the point, of where I laid back and let his dude attack.  Let him kill my kat.  He tasted me, got in places I never kne could be.  I let him, rolled over said how many rounds u wanna go kid?  LOL  He said unlike ur man I ain't gonna ask, no need I want 2 handle that.  I said cool, he don't seem 2 give a fuck what I do.  Started thinkin shit, maybe I should say yes 2 another dude.  He's disrespected me and used me, now Im just plain tired see.  He leaves his diamond, never around 2 physically polish.  From jump I was on my own thing, how was I the 1 who became so involved son?  He used 2 make me smile, lead me 2 a place where there was no sorrow... now Im not even caring bout seeing him 2morrow.  Did things uncalled 4, still stalls me on 4 ever more!  Damn as his man had me layin there, thinkin all this in my head, I became a lil red.  His man was like 4get about it, he ain't tru and left u blu.  How r u wrong, if u need 2 feel the need 2 be some1s boo?  Why don't u start thinkin of urself, stop cumin by urself?  Damn I thought, what an offer.  He had the style, swag was on point.  We had history.. He always rocked my vote.  Had the life I was used 2... we swam the same shore.  As I started talkin and gettin more intoxicated with him, I kne I was gettin in way 2 deep.  Oh but damn this man, had me dragin my feet.  I liked the touch, even took in the rush... huh my mans on tour and neglecting his core.  Tell me if U wouldn't get bored?  I made this man cum in ways that was unknown 2 him... made him say lets take this 2 my room 4 more.  Oh I looked at him thought it over, stalled him as long as I could... What would be the wrong in  that then?  Tell me ladies what would be the wrong in that then?  If we did 2 them what they do 2 us, and leave them with no question?  Fuck around with their homies, kiss other gentleman... give some1 else what they love 2 get WET in.  Hum if we had no morals and went out like a hoe... tell me what is the wrong of acting just like them???  When u come home, the doors stay locked.  When u come home, well some1 else sr8 makin UR booty hop?  What's wrong with having more then umm 10 more of u?  Tellin my friends another name sr8 looking the other way when it's u that's missin?  Never call, give a shit if u call and turn the head as another eye candy walks my way.  When I go on tour and stay in ur city, never stop by 2 say hi.  Set u up with 1 of my friends, as a way 2 test ur flaws.  Im over being tested 4 ur insecurity's, tired of hearing u say jus listen please.  Naw Im done, bout 2 pull this card over and declare ur game over!  I never needed u, but u sr8 taking advantage now.  SMH  Its comin 2 sum real ignorant shit and Im about 2 fly soon.  Been putting up with shit, that has nothing 2 do with me.  Ur playin a fool, so b4 I move on 2 the next dude.... better wake up and read what Im sending u.  Cos Yea, I get lonely 2 and Im tired of waiting.  I'm about 2 be on 2 the next dude, so now its all on U.  Im done waiting, done with all the shit u got me going thru... Gave u more then enuff time, done letting u n ur peeps fuck with my mind.  Step up or 4 real Im step'n OUT.