9/26/2010

ANGELS

Wrote 8-11-08
 Revised 9-22-10

To the 1 thing that can kill all but yet be the sweetest drug you'll ever need.  Once you get the hit to experience love, you'll become an instant addict!  The problem is as much as it relieves is as much as it hurts.  It hurts when you lose it, or misplace it.  Just like it burns to play with fire, that's the condition you must approach love.  Your forever gonna be intrigued by the light it brings, so an overdose can happen easily.  It's funny because sometimes you don't have to kiss or have intercourse to taste love.  You don't need to be with a person to get love, or settle because someone gave you an ultimatum. Love is always inside you- Always!!!
      It's a place you always visit or the outfit that strokes your mojo.  It's where you bury your skeletons and chase your dreams.  It's in your favorite picture or the security you get when your in the arms of the person who loves you!!! The gleam in your eye when your looking good and having fun.  When all eyes are on you, as u shake ur tail feather on the dance floor.  Or the times ur cruising in the ride with them shoes shine'n bright, getting them mugs from ur in the closet fans.
      Don't get it twisted certain addictions can bring the best out of you, but just like drugs can take ur living of life from you.  It's tricky because what starts out for love could finish in hate.  Or the bad action you made b4 thinking, could bring out ur best potential.  Like the 1 thing you kept pushing away, that came back to bite u anyway  ;0* !!!  The tears you shed, when u got that gift you never knew you always wanted. Or the way ur swagger switches in a new pair of kicks.  The way people stop & stare at a dime walking by.  When you come home and theirs some1 waiting to make u smile.  That feeling you get from a genuine hug, or the spark you see from a firework!  The smell from ur favorite scent, or a stroll at the beach during a beautiful sunset.  
      It's a catch 22 because ur damned if you do and damned if you don't.  You'll either admit yourself to it or 4ever run from truth.  No1 ever warns you what it's like or how 2 keep it, because honestly very few people play by its rules.  People fail to tell you the levels you'll go threw to grow in love.  They tend to hide the fact theres a lot of work, blood, tears & passion for this thing called love.  Mind you moneys not the object of love nor is it the goal.  Love doesn't pay an hourly rate, but it does pay u in other forms.  Love wont yell so it's best u shut up n listen.  Love has no color that's why it truly is the universal language. In math as a positive equals a positive, take a minute and understand just that.  A positive equals a positive! 
      Love is unconditional but anything from traditional.  It will never care about the brands of your clothes nor the car u drive.  It don't care when you make your 1st million because it was in your ear motivating you, to get your 1st dollar.  Like I said there are levels to of love and what might take you a life time to achieve, is possible as long as u always believe!!!  Love is a need & truly a blessing.  If you find the positive, unconditional, love in another who upgrades you and works threw the levels just as hard as you do.... do what u must to KEEP it in ur life!!!  It's something special if you do find a partner who can go half on making LOVE a priority. 
     Realize some people go their whole life alone.  They either miss the opportunity or never get the chance to share the joy of love.  Understand love is a force that can't be reckoned with it, but yet how you feel and see yourself is exactly the love coming out of you.  They say if you find love you should let it go- and if it comes back to you it was meant to be, but if it don't it was never yours to begin with.  Well maybe we should reverse that and say when you find ur positive luv inside you, let it out because this world needs your light.  And when ur shine'n so bright that's when your other half will find you, and that right there will be ur answer to TRUE LOVE!!!!!!      

Jus a lil feel good something  =0)