I've been doing me 4 a long time without wanting a man to call mine - Frankly I just paid it no mind.
I was to busy study on my grind that everyday " I'd put my city on my back" and walk that lonely track. During my 27 years I've experienced so much, and since I was stubborn and hard headed life was something I had 2 touch.
I've lived in 4 different states and have only had 4 serious mates. And none of which I was willing to change 4.... Don't get it twisted my loyalty runs deep and they will always have a melody in my heart beat!!! But my dreams came 1st on my list of priorities and I wasn't willing to be no1's wifey!!! I mean they tried- I tried- then I'd get tired, get up & announce I'm about to bounce. Put the peddle to the metal and Be gone. Never admitting if I was wrong, nor asking the pain that was caused, for that was written loud in the clouds.
It's said "if you knew then, what you know now" - just maybe?
Sometimes I catch myself thinking that, but then "if you let it go and it comes back to you" - does it truly belong to you? Doubt we will ever know those answers...
But I do wonder if my years of being a "good" girl will pay me back with a Great MAN or does it not count and I have to wear this Super Woman vest by myself? Do you only get your 3 true loves once or do they recycle to the surface when you've had enough?
If I continue to follow my dreams of love will I find my "heaven sent from above"? Or if I did pass up the opportunity with my Mr. Right does he know it was only @ that moment of my life?
If home is where the heart is do we all carry our own Key and know how to unlock it when we find it?
Does it really pay off to be Miss INDEPENDENT or should I have marked the box of DEPENDENT? Do guys really respect the art of a real woman? Or because I'm out spoken & know what I want does that punish me from the start?
Should I give up on my Dream Man and settle for some one's second hand?
AHHHH WHERE THE F*CK IS MY * S *U*P*E*R* M* A* N* ???????
This is 4 my ladies, I know you hear me... lol ... MWAH>