10/20/2008

Another G.O.A.T. under my belt!!!!

Ok let me VENT!!!!!!!

I've been waiting 15 yrs for this moment and let me say.... I was disappointed. Timbo has been my G.O.A.T. since he was in the basement with Missy, Genuine, Tweet. Not only was Timbo over 2 1/2 hours late he came with an attitude. I mean when Chris was done signing because he was on time and happy to see his fans... I had to wait an extra hour for Timbo and to boot I had VIP and it didn't matter! I love Timbo and all he's done for music but when a fan waits 3 1/2 hours to meet you and wants a real picture the least you can do is act like you want to be there and sign the damn autographs for your fans.... Not only that how many times have you been to Denver to even perform for your fans out here????? Now I was lucky to win tickets to the concert and let me tell you after the meet and greet I almost did not go that's how mad and disappointed I was...... But I did and like the meet and greet he came out late.... 10pm. Either he took his happy pills or he is bi polar because he came out happy as can be. That was the Timmy I wanted to meet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes it was a good concert Chris was off the hook and the album is great, much props to him and Timmy on that. But as far as the attitude TIMBO you need to drop it already, yes it took you some time but with an attitude like that I can see why. Whats the chip on your shoulder for? Your the shit and if you believe it like you say it then you should be a little more grateful for the fans that have been with you from the basement.... You have no reason to treat us like that and when I do become your "friend" I'm going to let you know this ain't right!!!! Take some lessons from Chris, I mean your wife and baby were happier then you.


The bus they make the hot tracks!!


Chris very happy to meet his FANS!!!

2 Shots of Tamika HOT!! Also Regin!!!

No smile or apperication for his fans!!!!
Still got attitude!!!!!!!

A couple shots from the concert..... enjoy!!!!

10/13/2008

Treasures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I HAD A TIMELESS TREASURE ONCE- WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GLEAM I HAD EVER SEEN. IT WAS SO BRIGHT AND SHINNY, IT WAS SERIAL HOW MUCH LIGHT IT GAVE. WITH EVERY REFLECTION FROM THE SUN, IT'S NO REASON I BECAME UNDONE! AS TIME WENT BY IT ALWAYS STAYED POLISHED AND FAR FROM TARNISHED... IT KEPT YOU THINKING HOW'S IT STAY SO CLEAN?
I MEAN THE ENERGY GIVEN WAS SO STRONG -SOMEHOW YOU KNEW IT COULDN'T BE WRONG. THE WAY IT MADE YOU FEEL DEEP INSIDE WAS SOMETHING THAT CONFUSED THE MIND. YET BECAUSE OF TIME I JUST COULDN'T MAKE IT MINE.
IT WAS SO PLAIN TO SEE BUT SO HARD TO FIND BECAUSE WITH EACH ADVENTURE CAME DIFFERENT TREASURES. NO ONE EVER TELLS YOU THAT TREASURES CAN BE TAINTED OR WORSE YET JUST FALSELY PAINTED... THEY NEGLECT TO WARN YOU OF ALL THE BOOGIE TRAPS AND ALL THE SEWER RATS! THAT SOME ARE JUST STONES THAT TURN TO ROCKS, AND SOME ROCS TURN 2 DIAMONDS.
PEOPLE TEND TO 4GET TO ADVISE YOU ABOUT THE RISK OF LOSING YOUR TREASURE. IT CAN REALLY COST YOU, AND AT A PRICE YOU CAN PAY YOUR WHOLE LIFE!!!
YOU'D BE SO SPECIAL TO REALIZE YOUR TREASURE AS SOON AS IT SHINES AT YOU.
YOU'D BE ONE OF A KIND TO HOLD & MOLD YOUR TREASURE , OR 2 MAKE IT SHINE THE WAY LIFE INTENDED 4 YOU.
INSTEAD WE GET CAUGHT UP IN THE SHINE AND TRADE OUR TREASURE IN FOR THE GRIND. DAY IN - DAY OUT, WE KEEP GOING AFTER THE ADVENTURE. SACRIFICING EVERYDAY IN EVERY WAY JUST 2 SEE & FEEL THAT OUR TREASURE IS STILL REAL.
GROWING UP LIFE LEADS YOU 2 BELIEVE THAT TREASURES COME A DIME A DOZEN AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE....THAT NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU TRADE IN, YOU WILL ALWAYS GET SOME KIND OF UPGRADE....
THE TRUTH IS - NOT ALL TREASURES ARE WORTH THE ADVENTURE AND SOME SHOULD NEVER EVER BE TRADED IN... FOR TRUE VALUE IS ONLY IN THE EYES OF THE BEHOLDER AND BEAUTY CAN NEVER BE REPLACED!!!! THINK ABOUT THE TREASURES YOU'VE TRADED IN AND ASK YOURSELF WAS IT WORTH THE UPGRADE???????

Truth!!!!!


10/11/2008

Where The F*Ck Is My SuperMan?


I've been doing me 4 a long time without wanting a man to call mine - Frankly I just paid it no mind.
I was to busy study on my grind that everyday " I'd put my city on my back" and walk that lonely track. During my 27 years I've experienced so much, and since I was stubborn and hard headed life was something I had 2 touch.
I've lived in 4 different states and have only had 4 serious mates. And none of which I was willing to change 4.... Don't get it twisted my loyalty runs deep and they will always have a melody in my heart beat!!! But my dreams came 1st on my list of priorities and I wasn't willing to be no1's wifey!!! I mean they tried- I tried- then I'd get tired, get up & announce I'm about to bounce. Put the peddle to the metal and Be gone. Never admitting if I was wrong, nor asking the pain that was caused, for that was written loud in the clouds.
It's said "if you knew then, what you know now" - just maybe?
Sometimes I catch myself thinking that, but then "if you let it go and it comes back to you" - does it truly belong to you? Doubt we will ever know those answers...
But I do wonder if my years of being a "good" girl will pay me back with a Great MAN or does it not count and I have to wear this Super Woman vest by myself? Do you only get your 3 true loves once or do they recycle to the surface when you've had enough?
If I continue to follow my dreams of love will I find my "heaven sent from above"? Or if I did pass up the opportunity with my Mr. Right does he know it was only @ that moment of my life?
If home is where the heart is do we all carry our own Key and know how to unlock it when we find it?
Does it really pay off to be Miss INDEPENDENT or should I have marked the box of DEPENDENT? Do guys really respect the art of a real woman? Or because I'm out spoken & know what I want does that punish me from the start?
Should I give up on my Dream Man and settle for some one's second hand?
AHHHH WHERE THE F*CK IS MY * S *U*P*E*R* M* A* N* ???????
This is 4 my ladies, I know you hear me... lol ... MWAH>